Phil's coma, my crash

  February 3, 2021 my world crashed as Phil was taken away in an ambo. Last I saw of him they were pounding on his chest. 6 weeks later I find myself with a blessing of having my husband begin to awaken from his coma. I sit and question myself tonight, do I have the strength to hold it all together.  I have no real friends, I have enjoyed my introverted life with Phil by my side to reach out to the world for me. People kind of scare me and annoy me, I really don't trust them. I find the world to be out for themselves and you always have to keep that guard up. Now I am forced to deal with them, with my husband's life hanging in the palm of my hand. I can't let him down. The pressure to succeed is not by gaining money and wealth but to keep him alive and recovering. My failure to notice something, could result in his loss of life. Am I giving all the info need to the doctors? Is he in pain? am I making the best medical choices available to him?  Then we have life , this bil...